today felt like any other day. i woke up and found the sun’s rays invading my window blinds. i looked outside and everything is at it should. the never ending construction noise from gb is still there as well as the shouts of children enjoying the pool of another condo’s rooftops. there is no view from this side of the city, except the walls of other buildings, sactuaries they built to keep themselves away from things they want to be close to.

i stare at the empty space under my table where my cpu used to sit and ponder what else i should dispose in order to “simplify” my life. i can’t believe i’m in another existential crisis, i get this every start of the month, like seasonal flu.

good thing my ipod adds music to my life, here’s one of my pick-me-up-from-the-dump songs:

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woke up today like yesterday
i keep holding on
find my way through the city haze
it wont be long

today will be the brightest day
will never fade away
holding back the rain
turn it around

live and die in the 9 to 5
i sing your song
work overtime to buy peace of mind
we carry on

the man up there never seems to care
there’s something wrong

today will be the brightest day
will never fade away
holding back the rain
turn it around

hold on one more day

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song lyrics by the meadows. listen to them here