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unexplained sadness

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i dont know why this song makes me sad.. i first heard it in the movie “50 first dates”, which is too good to be true really, maybe that’s why instead of giving me hope, it just made me more bitter =/

today im late as usual, i just cant seem to pull myself out of bed by 630am when i’ve only just closed my eyes. Im lucky when i get five hours of sleep these days

“Wouldn’t It Be Nice”
>Beach Boys

Wouldn’t it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn’t have to wait so long
And wouldn’t it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn’t it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we’ve been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn’t it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn’t be a single thing we couldn’t do
We could be married
And then we’d be happy

Wouldn’t it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn’t it be nice

Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby

listen to the song here

on a high

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i’m back! but only for a while today, i’m leaving again soon. i’ll get my plane ticket tonight and i’ll leave on saturday, i won’t be back till june i guess,

i need to breathe the sea air and collect the shiny stones on the river. cajidiocan is the best place for that. no electricity, no telephones, no cellphone signals, pure nature at its best, just the sun, the moon, the air, the sea, the river, the mountains, the trees… i can’t wait =)

in the meantime, we’re going to have some sort of reunion with my college batchmates tonight, smirnoff ice and don henricos pizza at tops would be nice but it looks like it’s going to rain, so i guess we’ll just have to find a new place… hmmm, what’s new in cebu anyways?

“I’m on a high I’m on a high
and there’s nothing more to it
I have the sun, it’s a star
why should I refuse it

and there are so many reasons
I could give you why I should be down
there’s not enough money or time
and my love you’re not around
around, around

but it’s a lie it’s a lie –
don’t you believe it.
if you’re fine then you’re fine –
it’s all how you see it.
oh, there never will be
no conspiracy of happiness.”
– duncan sheik (on a high) –

so, why are you running away?

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“I don’t want you to give it all up
And leave your own life collecting dust
And I don’t want you to feel sorry for me
You never gave us a chance to be
And I don’t need you to be by my side
To tell me that everything’s alright
I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I’d do that for you
Why are you running away?
Why are you running away?”
– hoobastank (running away) –

i’ve been listening to k-lite’s streaming radio for the past two days now and this has been a big help in making my working hours less dull. and thanks to tetski my song collection has increased =)

last night i slept at around 4 a.m., my body clock is all messed up, i should do something about this coming weekend.. but then again, i like being a night person, the night is more enchanting, more mysterious.. more foreboding…
the other day, i took this inkblot test at emode, i really strained my eyes from all those images, maybe this is why i got this kind of result:

— * —
your unconscious mind is driven most by Resistance

You approach the world with your guard intact because unconsciously, and perhaps consciously, you want to maintain an element of control in your relationships with people. You tend to hold your private experiences just out of reach of others. You’re not one to immediately show all your cards, to let people into who you really are until you’re ready.

Unfortunately, that sometimes means you also hide things from yourself. You may find that your desire to remain guarded backfires, affecting your self-awareness. Why are you like this? It’s possible that you act in this manner because of a deeply-rooted fear of being exposed, or of truly expressing yourself. To protect yourself from this fear, you act in the opposite manner, you are guarded.

There is a certain respect that comes with resistance, an unconscious understanding that the human psyche is very vulnerable. We all feel we have a lot to hide, and you are not one to be intrusive or thoughtless about how you approach sensitive topics with others. Therefore you inspire a sense of safety in others when they are around you. Your psyche is very deep, very rich, and the more you can let yourself know (both the good and the bad), the more you will be able to appreciate who you really are.

— * —

the security guard from the main gate is here, asking us what time we’ll be going home *yawn* i should finish my source codes soon.. back to the “real world”